Tell me, for how many time will I keep crying pretending I'm talkin to you explaining how I really feel? I wanted so bad to like the other guy as the same way I like you. I almost forced myself to believe that I like him, so I could finally forget the feeling that haunts me of you, that isn't easy...I cannot help when I'm with you to desire to touch you, to stare at you, to hug you and...but I'm not allowed to, my counscience tells me not so for the sake of keeping loyal to what I believe as values this society has, and there is you who don't wish the same as I, as you said you aren't actracted to anyone.
As myself I see you quite intersted in making me believe that the other guy is the solution for me, that yes we ought to be a couple by all means!! for your will he could very well leave his girl friend to jump to my arms! I wish everything could be as easy as we care of, but...you have to tell me, what do I do with the feelings I got of you, huh? only if I could keep friendship with you without having these twisted feelings it would be great I would feel free and grateful for having you as my dear friend...that is why I was avoiding all of the time when you ask me why I keep lying to myself, for the moment I would speak, tears would roll, and embarracing moments is something I want to avoid...
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