Wishes for 2009

Hi all, hope this year will bring lots of peace, love and health for everyone, let's built a new year based on vallues such as trying to be best persons every day.
Now, about wishes, I keep wishing every year that passes to meet Harrison Ford in person.
In addiction to my wishes that seem to be repeated are...to love someone and be loved, summing up, to get a boyfriend would fit perfectly with my wish, and yes to travel, I'd be very happy if I could finally go to Sevilla for next year, and dare I say, going to London, finally?? gosh that one seems a bit too far away for getting true, my sense of being resonable isn't allow me completly to take that as a wish to take it seriously to come true for next year, but, who knows?
I also wish that the guy whom I have a huge actraction with doesn't fall in temptation to another chick that might think he is gorgeous as always and he gets weak and falls in her net, if that happens I will seriously take a conversation with him, I cannot bare it, it was too much for me what happened last year and to happen again, having me all of the time willing for his attention to get him feeling the same as I, and I will continuing to loose, as if he was the winner and as we know he takes it all...it's like wanting to yell, hey I was here first, back off, is so not fair, not again...I'm stuck to not move a finger in trying to conquer him, cause he is engaged and I sure know how to keep away from him...and it has been difficult as hell to not follow my instincts.
I sort of I'm a lost case, I know it, but at the end I just want to solve all of this with him, with his feelings are and not, so I can take a resolution of what to do.
And this is what most is intriguing me, sometimes I wish I wouldn't believe in fairy tales. I thought I was loving a new guy that started to work with us not long ago, but I'm guessing I was mistaken all because I want to skip the other one out of my mind, and I creat these ilusions...sigh.

Well that's all for me moment...