Friday, August 22, 2008

A year's summary

August past year my dad had a stroke, since then life has changed like never thought it would be.
There were the most painful 8 months ever since I was born, in March God hold my father's hand and took him to heaven. Back to those months, it was like a roler coaster living, calling urgency like 10 times or more while he was at home, the policy of this health systhem that doesn't work well, we have to keep a patient at home even without conditions cause the centres are full and we have to wait months for a free place...and when he finnally got a free place to go, he had to get back to the hospital with a pneumonia, in January. To listen him calling me at night, to see the ladies coming for his personal hygene, the complains he had, memories that I will never forget but they are vanishing as time goes by, and I occupy my mind remembering about the wonderful moments I spent with him, my dear daddy, as I used to call him, and still do when I think of him. Meanwhile I've been open to find love, so I know it depends on me to be charming, loving and intersting to be with, and there is this guy...my work colleague whom I get soooo actracted with, but he has been a wasting of my time in the matter of expecting him to love me, but I've learned to apreciate the times we spend together and those are precious, and if I stay with him with friendship for life, well then I'm a lucky girl...

See ya!

1 comment:

arne said...

That is one the most touching accounts of a long goodbye I have ever read.